21-11-09
[info]emjzen
I just have the feeling the world would be such a better place without some people...

05-04-09
[info]emjzen
Its so quiet and peaceful outside now.
Couldn't really sleep.
Was playing with my phone's WiFi.

Just reached home yesterday. Past midnight.
The journey back would have been perfect, if not for the flight delay.
1 hour and 50 mins. Bloody hell.
But still, it was a nice journey.

Went to collect my pay slip today.
There were quite a lot of people in store,
so I just handed the uniforms and collected the slip.
A couple of newcomers.
Things just don't feel the same anymore when I stepped into the store.
Because things changes,
and we need to get use to changes.

But there are also some things that cannot be changed.
Whatever the case is,
coming to terms with reality is the best way forward.


I shall see how the new prime minister would change the country.

31-03-09
[info]emjzen


Went to the Pavilion for 2 consecutive days.
A really classy shopping mall.

But the outside is really horrible.
It suddenly brings you back to the fact that you are in KL.

I really have to say this.
For 19 years that I had stepped into MY,
yesterday was the first time I took their public transport.
As in really public de public transports, namely the bus and monorail.
And it was such horrible experience.
All that I can say is that the transport system there sucks to the core.
Trust me, I'm not going anywhere unless there is someone to drive me around.
In comparison to SG's, the transport system in MY is really inefficient.

I shall not elaborate much on it, its just an experience i will never forget.

Its the last day of the month, entering April tml.
How time flies.
I'm already feeling the jitters of enlistment.
I'm so not prepared, physically and mentally.
Sure die one.

We'll see.

Adding on:
4 pairs of shoes were stolen
The car's window was shattered


28-03-09
[info]emjzen

Hello! 
Feeling typative today, so decided to elaborate the previous album entry and pen down some thoughts.

Alright, came back from Kota Kinabalu for about a week now.
The trip was really awesome! 
In chronological order of some of the activities:'

Day1:

Arrive at KKIA at around noon time. Our flight was delayed. Went for lunch first before going uphil to the Mt Kinabalu area there.
On the way pass by the Kundasang Market. Sell many many vegetables and fruits.
Checked in at the Cottage Hotel. It was suppose to be the 'newer' hotel around that region but...
Oh well, thats what our guide Ms Melissa claimed..
The night came pretty early, around 7 its already pitch dark.
There isn't much night activity as we are on the moutain area.
Oh yes, the weather is very cooling. Just like cameron highland. The air is also fresher too! 

Day 2:

Went over to the Poring Hot Spring. Went for the Poring Canopy Walk. Around 1km, 500m up, 500m down.
Along the walk is 5 suspension bridges. Very Very high.
And the bridge is very shaky. Before I step on the planks, still feel quite ya-ya de la, but after stepping on it, can feel jelly legs already.
But cannot show it, cause I'm with my small cousin. Must be very zai. HAHA.
The walk took quite awhile before we head to the spring area. Had this private bathtub for our own.
The water is too hot for my liking. I like the hot spring in Korea because the weather is freezing there.
But to soak in a hot tub in a hot climate? No no..
After lunch, we head to the Mt Kinabalu park for a short short tour in their gallery.
Afterwhich, we head back down to KK, and check in at the Chong Fui Apartment.

Day 3:

This is the best day! Took a ferry early in the morning and head over to Sapi Island.
Did alot of water activities. The many many smiley faces in the album was the first activity that 14 of us did.
It was called parasailing. Basically we are lifted up by parachute attached to the boat and being towed around. Magnificent view. 
Afterwhich I did scuba-diving!!!
It was too too cool. Dive beneath 12m, swimming with fishes, carrying the tank, breathing through the tank, swimming with flippers etc etc. 
Learning all those different techniques was fun! And its such a different different feeling when you are 12m underneath the sea. I just felt so small so small. And there seems to be dangers lurking around everywhere. Though I had a few hard breathing periods, but overrall I enjoyed the dive very much. 
Some of them went to play banana boat while we were diving.
Went Snorkling thereafter and that pretty much conclude the day. Left the island before the rain pour. 

Day 4:

This is the last day. A slow day, went to the philipino market early in the morning.
But the place really stinks, so some of us went to another shopping building to walk walk.  
Went to museum to learn about the Sabah's culture and go for a heritage tour.
Went over to a their tallest tower, which is only like 32 storey.
But I didn't see the building myself, cause I was sleeping on the bus. Haha.
Went over to the temple to pray pray.
Then to their largest shopping centre called oneborneo. Afterwhich went to get frozen seafood. Went over to the beach to watch the sunset before proceeding to the airport in the evening. 

On the side note:
I really don't know when is the next time I will have such a trip again. With my family and relatives. 17 of us.
It was really nice caused we need not compromise with other people and have much more flexibility.
Moreover, there was so much fun on the bus. We need not care about other people.
We spend alot on Sapi island!! 2100RM for the day's activities. T
he poor thing is my Ah Gong Ah Ma paying, and they didn't played any of the thing. Haha.
But they very zai also, never shou luan.
Plus all the food we spend almos 1500RM for those meals that was not included.
My diving experience cost 200RM per person and I get a certificate of participation.
Two things that I really want to accomplish in Sabah: to get a diving license and to conquer mount kinabalu.
It was really a nice urban getaway.

 

 

Yesterday was little Sally's birthday. Today is the celebration.









Celebration @ Macdonald. 
The four heavenly kings, siang and liang, my bro and i, had these for supper:
-3 mcspciy and 1 fillet-o-fish
-20pcs nuggets
-5 pcs chicken
-3 large fries
-1 large drinks with 4 re-fills
- not inclusive of the cake

WAkaka. Just want to make the point that we eat alot alot.
The cake was a disappointment. Not nice at all.
It was from secret recipes. I just know that Secret recipes is a Malaysian brand. Hahas.

Today, i was brushed, wiped, pricked, poked, sticked, electocuted, rolled, static-ed, masked etc etc.
Haha. Had facial la. Second time. This time so painful. I shout for paused twice. The pain was too unbearable.
Won't go for the next one till a very long time next time..

And I have been eating and suppering and eating and sleeping and sleeping.
My weight hit the magical 7x!! Woots. Not a very good sign.



Hahas.. Unglam photo of my fatness.



And the last thing, I conquered this 3x3 Rubix Cube!!!

25-03-09
[info]emjzen

Vacations are always fun!


14-03-09
[info]emjzen

 

I surrendered the key yesterday.
I will end like how it started.
Back to basic.
Haha. 

I can’t wait to leave this place. 

I’m tired of working.
I’m tired of making decisions.
I’m tired to decide my future. 
I’m tired of this ambiguous relation.
I’m tired of the facade. 
I’m tired of seeking attention.
I’m tired of being weak.
I’m tired of being tired.

Its really nothing much.
I’m just making a big fuss out of nothing.
I just hoped to come back and say:
”Its over, time to move on.”


13-03-09
[info]emjzen
Just came back from drinking with my colleagues.
Cool stuff.
Had alot of food too.

People, if you want to get me to tell the truth, drunk me.
Haha. I'm a lousy drinker.
And I feel so talkative after a drink.
So maybe I will say things that are not meant to be said.

Anyway, it was a rather wierd combination.
2 Philippinos almost 20 years older than me on average.
Haha. Old Uncles drinking in kopitiam.
But they are really awesome people. Cool, young-at-heart uncles.
Initially I was quite afraid. Feeling quite unease actually.
But after I sat down and start to drink and eat, everything was alright.
Haha. Had some wierd conversations.
Nevertheless enjoyed myself.

I think I should really put more attention to my application to the uni.

I'm feeling floaty again..
Haha.. Told ya I was a lousy drinker.

Till next time.

P.S. I must be really drunk last night. Removed what shouldn't be typed here.

09-03-09
[info]emjzen
I just hope I can stop sulking when faced with any problems.

I'm learning to keep an open heart and maintain inner peace.

I would stop fighting and struggling with things that are beneath my control.

I just hope people around me would understand.

But I'm afraid I've already dealth some serious damage to others.

I must and I will, stop sulking.

03-03-09
[info]emjzen

'You are unusually quiet today Jacky.'
'Am I? My results is coming out on Friday.'
' But you just got your pay today!'
 

It just suddenly dawn on me that the reason why I'm working is for this day.
The pay day.
However, I'm not really excited about it.
Perhaps, its really so no-kick as compared to my first salary.
Nevertheless, is hard-earned money, I will really treasure it.

I've committed a few major errors today.

First, didn't check the stocks for the delivery, in the end missed out on 2 boxes of chips.
Created so much trouble for the deliverymen, HAVI logistics and my dear Chery.

Second, didn't check the water pan in the proofer, the pan melted.

Third, forgot to give customers their scratch-cards.

Fourth,forgot to include the GC for the CASH-IN, then got shortage in cash count. 

There shouldn't be such carelessness.
Although not major mistakes, but those are avoidable should I be more focus.

I must admit, I'm very much distracted today.
Due to what happened the day before.
Amidst the laughters, there are really many issues for thought.
A drink made my sleep easier, but the aftermath is worst.
Woke up earlier than usual, feeling so restless.
Went for a swim despite the weather.

A timely off for me to rest.

Some things are better left unspoken.

but

Speak, for hearts are often broken with words left unspoken.
 


02-03-09
[info]emjzen
Damn it.
Why did I make that call?
The more I think of it, the more foolish I think I am.
Looks like I'm not using my brain.
Haiz. No problem also become got problem le la..

还真是感觉不好。
最不想发生的事,始终发生了。
真不想到这地步,可是。。。

更加不好的是,这个星期五成绩即将放榜。
其实早已认定,想通了,可是心里的不踏实总是存在的。
真希望那`天快快到来,just get it done and over with。

没关系,明天会更好!

Now that I have landed in some deep shit,
I realised I can't talk my way out.
I wish I could talk to someone.
But I can't.

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